Breathe in, breathe out

Breathe in, breathe out

Breathe in, breathe out

Breathe in, breathe out

Breathe in, breathe out

Breathe in, breathe out

Breathe in, breathe out

Breathe in, breathe out

Out

It’s okay.

I’m okay.

Everything is okay.

Emotions begone.

When I cannot look at your face

I look at your feet.

Your feet of arched bone,

your hard little feet.

I know that they support you,

and that your gentle weight

rises upon them.

Your waist and your breasts,

the doubled purple

of your nipples,

the sockets of your eyes

that have just flown away,

your wide fruit mouth,

your red tresses,

my little tower.

But I love your feet

only because they walked

upon the earth and upon

the wind and upon the waters,

until they found me.”

Excerpt From

Love Poems

Pablo Neruda & Donald D. Walsh

I long gave up on you.

Agony for the sake of vanity?

No, thank you!

Bunions, hammertoes, calluses—

Surgeries?

I don’t want to see a podiatrist.

Imagine, just imagine. . .

At work,

Eight hours or more

of pain and discomfort,

Just to convince myself

And others too

That I was at my best,

When in truth,

I always longed for rest.

At parties and bars,

Where standing was often inevitable,

Just a slip, or a trip

or fall—

Embarrassment and disgrace are irrecoverable.

At church,

The priest,

Father won’t deny me of communion

Just because I’m not tall enough

And that I’m wearing flats or flip flops.

Duh!

I am five-feet and one point something,

Rounded, I’m five-two.

At least I’m true.

I love my Air Force One,

Just so you know.

And wherever I go;

Whatever I am dressed

I go with my sneakers—

You need not to guess.

So spare me, stilleto!

This is not about gusto.